Dauner, Louise

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8 THE MSS. Specials - spinach - black coffee -stewed fruit - the treadmill - the whole awful round. Kid gloves and a check. Why Will was right! She wasn't young any more. She was middle-aged and tired. She hated diets and exercise-that was for younger bodies than hers. Will's voice broke into her train of thought: "I guess I'll change for church, dear. I'll be ready in about half an hour. Are you going to change?" I'll be up in a minute dear. I have ·';ome things to tell Grace. Will left the breakfast room, and Molly soon heard him go up the stairs whistling in high good humor. She went guiltily towards the kitchen, and peeked her head through the swinging ,door. "Grace," she whispered happily, ~'make me some waffles, will you? And bring me some sugar and cream ior my coffee. I'm forty today, you ·kno\\r." "Very good, Madame,'' said Grace. mr.pomroy goes out • by louise dauner It wasn't :i particularly nice after-noon. In the park, the sooty statues, the soggily dr ipping fountains , the worn sagging benches all contributed to the note of fall depression. Mr. Pomroy sank deeper into his red leather morris chair. Covertly, 'his bright blue eyes glanced from his new mystery book to note the moving hands .of the massive, gold-embossed clock in the corner. They traveled slowly but inevitably, toward the hour of three. At precisely the same moment, Mrs. P omroy raised her head from her book, to peer majestically through her lorgnette, at the clock, then in the direction of her husband. "James!" said Mrs. Pomroy. "Yes, my clear.'' With a faint but unmistakable sigh. "Its time for Flossie's afternoon walk." Abruptly, Mr. Pomroy rose.- "Why doesn't she go once in a while?" he thought resentfully. "Always telling someone else what to do!" Mr. Pomroy didn't know it, but hi& polite submissiveness had almost reached the breaking point. That he, Jam es Pomroy, successful retired business man, should have degener-ated into, or been relegated to, the office of Exerciser-in-Chief to a fuzzy white poodle dog! Mr. Pomroy gave an extra and quite superfluous tweak to the conservative dark blue silk four-in-hand that re-posed on his immaculate wing collar. He flipped a non-existant speck of dust from his left coat lapel, and set-tled his soft black hat firmly on his head. He loved that hat; its flappy nonchalance made him feel just a little rakish and devilish. (But all the time, deep down in his heart, he knew that he was only a staid and conventional old man.) And then he picked up the leash that curtailed Flossie's im-patient cavortings. "Have a nice ·walk. clear," said Mrs. P omroy indulgently, as he went out. As the front door closed, with just the suggestion of a slam, Mrs. Pomroy r eturned complacently to her hook. First, however, with quiet appreci-ation she observed the imposing ele-gance of her black velvet tea-gown; the unimpeachable smoothness of one white, fleshy boneless hand. This pose would make quite a nice oil por-trait , she reflected. She must get in touch with that new artist-Peacock-wasn't that his name? She heard he was very good. Mr. Pomroy betook himself along the regular route to the He was in a dangerous mood. dully park. More MAGAZINE 9 acutely than ever, he saw himself as a quite ridiculous and inadequate figure. Was it for this that he had labored through long years, striving to lay by enough money to live comfortably, but not pretentiously, when he should have reached his present age? Mr. Pomroy was not aware of the presence of another person, until he looked down from his blank abstrac-tion to see Flossie rapturously snif-fing at a pair of slender ankles that had appeared on her horizon. He looked up then, to meet a clear gaze and a smiling appreciation. A young women bent down for a moment to ruffle the soft white hair. "vVhat a cute dog!" she observed spontaneously. "Oh, do you think so?" inquired the dog's guardian a little bitterly. "Yes. Of course. Don't you?" "I guess dogs are allright in the ab-stract. But in the concrete, or rather-on the concrete-!" The young woman laughed. "Of course puns like that are unforgiv-able," she said. "But I get your point." "A nice person," thought Mr. Pom-roy. "She's-genuine.'' Mr. Pomroy respected genuineness. He saw so little of it as a rule. "So you don't enjoy your present role," she continued sympathetically. "Enjoy it." He sputtered, on the Yerge of an explosive elucidation of the point. But he checked himself in time. \Vhat business had he to un-burden his soul to a total stranger, and a young and attractive woman at that? But the devil undoubtedly had him in tow that afternoon. And after all, sympathy was rare m Mr. Pomroy's atmosphere. "Well, you see," he explained, "when a man's worked hard, been active all his life, exercising the family dog can hardly be regarded as a major reason for existing." The young woman chuckled. "I quite agree with you," she said. "What shall we do about it?" Mr. Pomroy gasped. These young people nowadays were certainly aud-acious-and unpredictable. What should they do about it, indeed? "Why-er-" he stammered. But the idea took root. It grew and flour-ished. He had been so settled, so dependable, and so tired of his nicely planned routine-Why shouldn't they do something about it? "Let's go somewhere and have tea," he suggested. And shuddered at his own daring and rakishness. For a moment his companion re-garded him quizzically and keenly, from a pair of bright gray eyes. The result of her cogitation must have been satisfactory, however. "Lets !" she said decisively. And falling into step with him, she pro-pelled him gently and firmly down the street. "Good afternoon, Miss Stevens." The waitress greeted the young wo-man cordially. Tea, as usual?" "I think so." She glanced question-ingly at Mr. Pomroy. "Yes, tea. Two teas," returned that gentleman, and for no reason at all, found himself laughing. "They seem to know you here," he observed. "Oh yes. I come in every day about this time. You see I have a studio just around the corner. I'm a com-mercial artist." she explained. "An artist! Oh." Mr. Pomroy's mind skipped back forty-five years. An artist, He had wanted to be an artist once. But his father, a practical American business man, had laughed uproariously at the idea. No bohemian immoral sort of existence for any son of his! Let him get into a steady dependable business that would earn him a living! And so Mr. Pomroy's dreams were stored in his mental attic, as his rough boyish sketches had been stacked in his dusty attic at home. But he had never succeeded in quite killing the dream. It always popped up again. And once in a while, when 10 · THE MSS. he could evade the afternoon walk, he would steal away for a ramble through the Art Institute. The people there grew quite accustomed to the immacu-late old gentleman who would stand for minutes, wistfully regarding some fine old master painting. "I wanted to be an artist once," he said softly. "You did? Well, why weren't you?" "I went into the leather business instead." "\i\Thich was more remunerative, hut not nearly so satisfying." She smiled gently. "Yes." Mr. Pomroy regarded the young woman appreciatively. An un-usual person, he decided. She knew t hings without being told. He liked her-immensely. "Wouldn't you like to see my studio sometime?" she asked suddenly. "Why-I'd love to! But, you know" "Of course! And for a respected re-tired business man to allow himself to be picked up by a strange woman, about whom he knows nothing-not even her name-" She smiled rogu-ishly, and Mr. Pomroy shuddered faintly. It did sound bad. What if Molly knew? "But that only adds an intriguing element of mystery, don't you think?" she added brightly. And Mr. Pomroy nodded in delight-ed assent. Too fast the minutes specl by. Glanc-ing out of tl1c window, Mr. Pomroy saw that, to his consternation, it was almost dark. "I must be gettin~ back," he said hurriedly. Molly will be wondering '.Vhat's become of me-But its been verv nice." "Oh, but of course! It has been nice. I hope you don't think me a terribly forward young thing!" "My clear.'' Mr Pomroy suddenly felt quite serious. "I think you're quite t he loveliest person I've met for a long lone- time." "Even if I did practically kidnap you and drag you off?" she returned gaily. "Well, don't forget. I'll expect you! The Picadilly, Apt. 1, any after-noon .... Diane Stevens" she added. "And you are-?" "Jam es Pomroy," said that gentle-man. "Goodbye, Mr. Pomroy-and thank you!" She waved affectionately at him. Mr. Pomroy hurried out of the tea-room. He had been gone an hour and a half? What would Molly say? He felt slightly uneasy, and unusually, vibrantly, alive. During the ensueing days, it never penetrated Mrs. Pomroy's sanguine domesticity that the dreaded hour of three o'clock had ceased to hold any terrors for Mr. Pomroy's gentle soul. But perhaps she never knew that it ever had! At any rate, at three o'clock, Mr. Pomroy stepped across the threshold of another world. A world where he could lean back and blow beautiful lazy smoke-rings, (Mrs. Pemroy never permitted him to smoke in the house these days); where he could even prop his feet up, if he chose, or recline, full-length, in undignified but luxurious comfort, on Diane's studio couch. Sometimes she did not even stop working. And then he was content to-sirnply \\'atch in fascinated silence. Hut sometimes they talked-of the little sacred sweet absurd fancies that had been locked tight in Mr. Pomroy's heart all these vears. Dnt finall y , i;1evitably, appeared the fly in the ointment. Rather a large fly, in fact, for it appeared in the per-son of Mrs. Pomroy herself. "James.'' she announced one after-noon, " I believe I'll go with you today." Mr. Pomroy started slightly beneath his overcoat. "Why of course, my clear" he said. "But its a bit cold to-day." "Oh I don't mind in the least" re-turned his spouse cheerfully. "You know my doctor advises me to reduce, MAGAZINE 11 and walking is such good exercise, he says." "Damn I" thought Mr. Pomroy. He had planned to go to Diane's for tea. But of course there was nothing to be done about it. Slowly the Pomroys and Flog~ie walked down the street. Slowly, m-evitably, they came abreast of Diane's apartment. It was hard for Mr. Pom-roy not to look around, but he man-aged to walk nearly past with un-turned head. And then, with a joyful yelp, Flossie ran up to the studio door. Before Mr. Pemroy realized it, Diane had flung wide the door. "Hello there! Come right in," she called. I'm all ready for you." The next instant she realized that Mr. Pomroy was not alone. That, in fact, Mr. Pomroy was in the company of the one person who should not have been there. But it was too late to undo the damage. With a long-drawn "Oh," of swift enlightenment, Mrs. Pomroy saw it all. "Oh James!" she wailed. She cast one stricken glance into the studio. It was, all too plainly, an art studio. With that glance, injured pride, out-raged respectability, rose up in all their majestic dignity. Mrs. Pomroy associated nude women. immorality, the worst aspects of bohemianism, with art. "James Pomroy! That you, of all people, should be having an - an affair! And with this-female!" Mrs. Pomroy exploded with a fizzing sound like a large fire-cracker. "But Molly-" Mr. Pomroy faltered. "Don't you 'but Molly' me!" snorted his outraged spouse. "You come straight home! And as for you-you," she could think of nothing adequate, so she glared at Diane with a male-volent eye. "I'll settle with you later!" With a dramatic flourish. Mrs. Pom-roy gathered together her skirts and sailed full-blown back up the street. Behind her, in sullen crestfallen si-lence, Mr. Pomroy and Flossie walked drearily home. And if Mr. Pomroy tweaked the leash a bit vehemently, he must be forgiven. After all, it was all Flossie's doing! death in the . evening • by john thompson I died last night. The doctor sat in the big oak host chair (borrowed from the dining room) and rubbed his chin and said that . he couldn't understand that high temperature. Mother and dad and the two kid brothers crammed themselves into my little bedroom and stood looking on-not overly interested or concerned. I had been sick before. They all talked about the doctor's son, who played on the same high school football team with my broth-ers; and about whether it was advis-able to rush a boy into a decision 01: his life's work in order to get him right into college-then suddenly the doctor remembered that I was the one he had come to see. He said that there they were, all talking about hi ::-boy, Henry, and football and such, when I was lying there dying. So you see, I'm not kidding-I have the doctor's word for it. But the peculiar thing about it is that none of them know jnst when it happened; not even the doctor. Al-though he realized. in a sort of tech-nical manner, that I was passing away. if you v.-ere to ask him today, just when I died. he wouldn't know. He might say anything to cover up his ignorance. He might even say that 

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