El-Darsa, Ali

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!e Color Remains !e SameAli El-Darsa!e story is never complete.Its totality is never encompassed.!is is a personal document.A self-dialogue in process.He sits down.(In the distance, they stare at one another).Do you remember?How can I forget?What does it feel like? Is it an image? It is my own image. What I see is not what you may feel.  Is it overwhelming?  It is what I know well.   Is it as daunting as it used to be?   (He looks for an answer).   Where are you now?   I am home.    When did you go back?    I am always in this place.     Does it feel familiar?     What is home anyway?     I cannot answer that for you.      Are we alike?      Not so much.       Where are you now?       I am back with you in that unfamiliar place.        What happened to us?        We are stuck in an idea, an image.         It is so colorful the thought of you.         Is it joyous?         If you want it to be.          Do you remember the day you left?          I felt numb; happy; absent.           Events transformed;           Re-transformed;            Altered the image;            Reconstituted the document;             Fixed, they remained.He sits down facing him.It is now.Is this f iction?Its documentation.Tell me the story again.It is a fragment, suspended in f iction.It was a summer night when I walked away.Is it in your head?It is a physical space. I repainted a version of it in my head.I am aging, but the color remains the same.Are you there now?For a moment. I stand still.I am in a car; we are driving back to the city.I see a sunset barely fading into the blue sea.I am being driven away from it.Do you think you will ever be free of it?Everything around triggers that image.They part ways knowing that they will meet again.The image freezes.Suddenly everything is quieter.He is here now. Alone. Navigating.It’s calm here.Let’s stay on this path together.The journey is never the same.It is an orange color.Murky; Imprecise; So tranquil;So vivid. Describe it for me.Bergson, H. (1991).MACD    OPBPure MemoryMemory  ImagePercept ionA. The color remains the same.   The journey continues.He Walks;           Walking;                           Keeps walking;He fails to restore his own image and f inds himself back in that obscure space.Images decompress and overwhelm, the lighter the color becomes.Not far from the sea, he walks with a friend. She leads.The sun has not yet set.Studium8 – Repeat 6 to 7.    9 – Failed to replace.         10 – Archive.   1 – Red.      2 – More red. 3 – Yellow.     4 – Mix.         5 – Remember.   6 – Repeat.                 7 – Discard.11 – Recreate. Re-examine.     12 – Overlay.           13 – C-D.     14 – A-D.Reattempt.Punctum(Sunset)Lost, she guides;                  7KH\SDXVHUHÀHFWLQJ                             Examine; they re-examine; 5HFDOOLQJ7KH\OLVWHQFDUHIXOO\             Looking;              ,QFRQWUROWKH\WU\WREH+HIROORZV8 – Repeat 6 to 7.    9 – Failed to replace.         10 – Archive.1. We’ll turn left at the next intersection.2. Where are we now?3. We’re here in Qraitim.4. We’re parallel to Australia Street.5. We’re opposite to...6. opposite to where the explosion occurred.7. Over there is the way that you can take,8. but where are you going? Martyrs’ Square?9. Yes, I will go to Martyrs’ Square.10. So, downtown.11. If I say downtown, he’ll take me, right?<HVGH¿QLWHO\13. Now, me too...14. I want to go to15. You’re going to Mar Elias or...?16. I want to go to Dekweneh.17. It’s better for us to keep going from Dekweneh,18. If the driver takes me.19. Even if you took a private cab,20. It wouldn’t make a difference. 21. Imagine how many just died now.22. The guy apparently detonated himself in his room.23. Yeah, but...24. Mustafa told me that he blew himself up. Done!25. Well, because they were about to catch him.26. They knew about him, so he blew himself up.27. Oh man...28. Fuck, what’s happening?29. Now we’ll freak out at every sound we hear.30. But what’s happening?31. Nothing.7KHVLWXDWLRQLV¿QH\RXNQRZ"33. That’s Simon.34. No, that’s not Simon.35. We don’t want taxis going that way.36. Can you back up?37. Martyrs’ Square and Dekweneh.38. No no.39. No, he’s backing up.40. I’m going to Martyrs’ Square. She’s going to Dekweneh.41. – A private cab ride, you mean?42. No, shared. She’s getting off second.43. I’ll pay 2 “service” fares and she’ll pay 1.44. 6000 Lebanese Pounds, can you take us?45. – Dekweneh, for 6000 Lebanese Pounds?46. It’s OK. Don’t say Dekweneh.47. He’s going in a direction that we don’t want to take./RRN,FDQ¿JXUHLWRXWDORQH49. because I’m getting off in a different neighborhood. 50. Yeah but I won’t leave you.51. No, I mean...52. I will...53. I will not leave you. Come on.54. Now we are at...55. Wait.3OHDVHJLYHPHDPRPHQWWR¿JXUHRXWWKHZD\57. Here is Sa’iyet El-Janzir.58. Normally, we would come this way,59. on the way down to Bliss.60. Not Bliss. What’s it called?61. Corniche El...62. We go down to...63. Where the...64. Karakol El-Druze,65. Aisha Bakkar.66. Yeah and we continue towards downtown.67. From there, you can go to Dekweneh, right?68. We can go up this way.69. If it’s better, why don’t you head down with me?70. Yes, maybe.71. and grab another “service” from there? 72. That’s what will happen.73. But I don’t want...74. We want to get a ride from another neighborhood.75. All cabs will have to drive us through there.76. I don’t mind taking a private cab,77. as long as we get there.78. /RRNDWHYHU\RQHEHLQJVRQRUPDODVLIWKHVLWXDWLRQLV¿QH79. Come on, Ali. They’re all panicked.80. Look at them. 81. They’re all on their cell phones and by their cars.82. It’s not so normal,83. but because he already blew himself up.84. It’s not important anymore. It’s an immediate reaction.85. They’re not waiting around [...] where the explosion will occur.86. Fuck,87. I’ve never sweated like this ever in my fucking life.88. Because it happened so close to us.  89. Look at us being so normal,90. waiting for a “service.”91. Dekweneh, Dekweneh. 92. How great is that driver arguing with us!93. Just give us a damn lift.94. Over here is my friend’s house.95. He immigrated to France yesterday.96. Here?97. – Hello.98. Hi, how do we get to a main road?99. This way or that way?100. – Where are you going?101. – Hi Karim.102. We want to take a “service” downtown.103. – Downtown.104. – Go from here and tell the driver you want to go...105. Do we go up or down?106. – Up.107. Up and left.108. OK thanks.109. Both routes lead the same direction,110. but I don’t want to take the long way.111. I need a cigarette.112. Here is Sa’iyet El-Janzir.113. It’s quiet here.5HHQFRXQWHUEXT: RAOUCHÉ, BEIRUT.The immediate “color-moment.”*STRAIGHT CUT.She walks;Video stills from The Color Remains the Same, 2015.1. We’ll turn left at the next intersection.2. Where are we now?3. We’re here in Qraitim.4. We’re parallel to Australia Street.5. We’re opposite to...6. opposite to where the explosion occurred.7. Over there is the way that you can take,8. but where are you going? Martyrs’ Square?9. Yes, I will go to Martyrs’ Square.10. So, downtown.11. If I say downtown, he’ll take me, right?<HVGH¿QLWHO\13. Now, me too...14. I want to go to15. You’re going to Mar Elias or...?16. I want to go to Dekweneh.17. It’s better for us to keep going from Dekweneh,18. If the driver takes me.19. Even if you took a private cab,20. It wouldn’t make a difference. 21. Imagine how many just died now.22. The guy apparently detonated himself in his room.23. Yeah, but...24. Mustafa told me that he blew himself up. Done!25. Well, because they were about to catch him.26. They knew about him, so he blew himself up.27. Oh man...28. Fuck, what’s happening?29. Now we’ll freak out at every sound we hear.30. But what’s happening?31. Nothing.7KHVLWXDWLRQLV¿QH\RXNQRZ"33. That’s Simon.34. No, that’s not Simon.35. We don’t want taxis going that way.36. Can you back up?37. Martyrs’ Square and Dekweneh.38. No no.39. No, he’s backing up.40. I’m going to Martyrs’ Square. She’s going to Dekweneh.41. – A private cab ride, you mean?42. No, shared. She’s getting off second.43. I’ll pay 2 “service” fares and she’ll pay 1.44. 6000 Lebanese Pounds, can you take us?45. – Dekweneh, for 6000 Lebanese Pounds?46. It’s OK. Don’t say Dekweneh.47. He’s going in a direction that we don’t want to take./RRN,FDQ¿JXUHLWRXWDORQH49. because I’m getting off in a different neighborhood. 50. Yeah but I won’t leave you.51. No, I mean...52. I will...53. I will not leave you. Come on.54. Now we are at...55. Wait.3OHDVHJLYHPHDPRPHQWWR¿JXUHRXWWKHZD\57. Here is Sa’iyet El-Janzir.58. Normally, we would come this way,59. on the way down to Bliss.60. Not Bliss. What’s it called?61. Corniche El...62. We go down to...63. Where the...64. Karakol El-Druze,65. Aisha Bakkar.66. Yeah and we continue towards downtown.67. From there, you can go to Dekweneh, right?68. We can go up this way.69. If it’s better, why don’t you head down with me?70. Yes, maybe.71. and grab another “service” from there? 72. That’s what will happen.73. But I don’t want...74. We want to get a ride from another neighborhood.75. All cabs will have to drive us through there.76. I don’t mind taking a private cab,77. as long as we get there.78. /RRNDWHYHU\RQHEHLQJVRQRUPDODVLIWKHVLWXDWLRQLV¿QH79. Come on, Ali. They’re all panicked.80. Look at them. 81. They’re all on their cell phones and by their cars.82. It’s not so normal,83. but because he already blew himself up.84. It’s not important anymore. It’s an immediate reaction.85. They’re not waiting around [...] where the explosion will occur.86. Fuck,87. I’ve never sweated like this ever in my fucking life.88. Because it happened so close to us.  89. Look at us being so normal,90. waiting for a “service.”91. Dekweneh, Dekweneh. 92. How great is that driver arguing with us!93. Just give us a damn lift.94. Over here is my friend’s house.95. He immigrated to France yesterday.96. Here?97. – Hello.98. Hi, how do we get to a main road?99. This way or that way?100. – Where are you going?101. – Hi Karim.102. We want to take a “service” downtown.103. – Downtown.104. – Go from here and tell the driver you want to go...105. Do we go up or down?106. – Up.107. Up and left.108. OK thanks.109. Both routes lead the same direction,110. but I don’t want to take the long way.111. I need a cigarette.112. Here is Sa’iyet El-Janzir.113. It’s quiet here.Happening reported at  7 :35 PM.Re-encountered at  7 :48 PM.They Walk;Walking;114. —The happening plays on a loop interrupted by darkness. He watches carefully for that orange color.Memory Image%They keep walking;Oh my dear image, my joy, my melancholy,I knew you would remain audaciously present.Oh his dear image.Walk away;Walk away;Mediate re!ections:Excavation of the color-moment. He pursues his mundane and f inds himself capturing moments of contradiction. Trying to make sense of his space, he collects obsessively, images of urgency and celebration. He forgets. His archive remembers.Somewhere in the repertoire, a narrative forms itself in need of activation. He ref lects, saddened by the celebration and joyed by the conf lict. The structure breaks down. He ceases to understand, yet he engages in trying to make sense. These images are meant to be just images. Precarious, he contemplates:My dear orange color,return for a moment.Form your memory and fade away.Allow for reconsideration;A visualization;For the unfortunate reality of an illusion.Coming back to you,I am still the same.So di#erent from you,time has not changed.Everyone has a little bit of the sunset.Everyone has the sea to escape.Every celebration masks a pain.Every pain celebrates a past.Everyone has a construct.Everyone strives for a luminous shade.Oh my cherished...My cherished spaces of ritual.My dear:Fields of re$ection;Flickers of abandonment;Means of appropriation;Encounters of celebration;Needs for excavation;Moments of re$ection;Gestures of restoration;Failures of application;Attempts of documentation;Agents of separation;Instances of (re)examination.STRAIGHT CUT.INT - SOUTHERN SUBURBS, BEIRUT.TRANSITORY HOME.C. RE-ENCOUNTER: SOMBER SHADE OF THE COLOR-MOMENT.They celebrate the end of a soccer game.Their ritual is interrupted by a spectacle.Awake, he listens; unable to understand, he awaits.He hesitates;|| Is what we just heard an explosion? || I heard it,  __EXWWKDWZDVWKHVRXQGRI¿UHZRUNV   || Is this an explosion?|| Where’s he?$+&8772%/$&.|| What?|| Where’s he?|| He fell asleep in the other room.|| I swear.|| It was at the Tayouneh checkpoint. || We went through it today.|| You’re kidding!|| You’re kidding. I don’t believe you.|| Tayouneh.|| Get up. It’s on TV. The power is back.|| I’m freaking out.|| I swear.|| Where was the explosion?|| Seriously, the blast is probably...|| It’s probably close to where you’re staying.$+$$HimHim+$+Him+|| Where are you coming up with this?|| Get up and see. It’s on TV.|| Didn’t you hear it?|| I heard it all the way to here.|| It’s mentioned on TV.Him++$Oh his precious sunset,fade away.He sits down.He sits down next to him.0761067809949  ISBN 9780994076106BibliographyBergson, H. (1991). Matter and Memory. (N. M. Paul, & W. S. Palmer, Trans.) New York: Zone Books.Bernet, R., Welton, D., & Zavota, G. (2005). Edmund Husserl: Critical Assessments (Vols. 2: Vol. 2: !e Cutting Edge:             Phenomenological Method, Philosophical Logic, Ontology and Philosophy of Science). New York: Routledge.*El-Darsa, A. (Director). (2015). !e Color Remains the Same [Video]. Canada.__ © 2015 Ali El-Darsa. www.alieldarsa.comCreditsAll images are video stills from !e Color Remains the Same.9min 32sec loop, part of !e Color Remains the Same, installation, 2015.Two-channel video projection.HD, Stereo sound, Color.Arabic, English and Arabic with English subtitles.12min 40sec loop, part of !e Color Remains the Same, installation, 2015.Single-channel video projection.HD, Dolby surround sound, Color.Arabic and French with English subtitles.

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