Unfamiliar People' is about defamiliarisation and estrangement. The title is a literal translation of the Korean word for 'strangers'. KSSR is the former name of Kazakhstan (Kazakh Soviet Socialist Republic, 1936-1991)

David-West, Alzo

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  ‘Unfamiliar People.’ Alzo David-West. Transnational Literature Vol. 8 no. 2, May 2016. http://fhrc.flinders.edu.au/transnational/home.html  Unfamiliar people Alzo David-West ‘Are you happy? Are you happy here?’ Aleksei S. asked her. ‘It is two questions,’ Katrin T. said. ‘Am I happy? And  Am I happy here?’ He and his wife Marishka K. listened. ‘I think the problem is with me and not just my surroundings.’ ‘I confess we are afraid, too,’ he said, ‘since our matter.’ ‘It is coming here, above the division line, that gives us that real experience of fear,’ Katrin T. stated. ‘It makes us aware of the fear that we already have inside of us, and it scares me so much.’ ‘It is a monster,’ he agreed, ‘but we mustn’t let it take over us. We must find a way to tame it.’ ‘I have these panic attacks,’ she confided, ‘and I’ve started smoking, and I find it relaxes me so much when I feel them coming. I start telling myself, “No … no … not now … not now,” and I light the cigarette.”’ She gestured, acting out the winces and feeling of ease. They were quiet for a moment. ‘Is it like that for you, too?’ She turned to Marishka K. ‘When you feel fear?’ ‘What kind of fear are you talking about?’ ‘Oh, you know, it is that general fear.’ ‘But you have to be more specific. I don’t know what you are saying. I mean, it is not just general. It is about you, your life, the people around you.’ ‘But that is a philosophical way to put it.’ ‘No, I am not talking philosophically. I mean it more simply, like when you are living with other people.’ ‘Are you attending the meetings with the local language teachers?’ Aleksei S. asked. ‘I decided not to go anymore. I’ve had enough. They make so many unreasonable demands. And after the group leader shouted at me, I said, “No, no more!” Is it because I am a woman that he shouted?’ ‘He shouldn’t have shouted at you,’ Aleksei S. said. ‘I gave him a very angry look. Every time I see him now, he just crawls away.’ ‘I was shouted at too — we didn’t tell you — after I took our matter with the student to the authorities. At the language institute they told me I should have trusted them. I told them it was not a trust issue but about the legal-justice system, and they said, “Legal-justice system!” as if they never heard it before.’ ‘That is what I don’t like,’ Katrin T. said. ‘Everyone here already has an idea, but they don’t say they have an idea. They don’t give you options, and they won’t hear any suggestions, and that bothers me so much. Do you think it was better when you were assigned to the other city?’ ‘People were more direct,’ he answered. ‘If they didn’t like you, they would let you know. They would snub you and make a noise.’ ‘Do you think that was better?’ she asked Marishka K. ‘In a way, yes. It was easier. You knew who didn’t like you, even if you still had to work with them. You didn’t have to try and guess.’  ‘Unfamiliar People.’ Alzo David-West. Transnational Literature Vol. 8 no. 2, May 2016. http://fhrc.flinders.edu.au/transnational/home.html   2 ‘It is harder here,’ Aleksei S. added. ‘We don’t know who our friends and our enemies are, but we try to find a way around it.’ ‘Would you like some tea?’ his wife asked Katrin T. ‘Oh, yes, please.’ Marishka K. got up from the low table they were sitting around and came back from the kitchen, with three cups. ‘Oh, that’s so good,’ Katrin T. said, savouring the taste of the tea. They all took sips from the cups and warmed their hands. ‘I read my grandmother’s diary before I came here,’ Katrin T. said. ‘She had five children, and I wondered how it was possible to have my mother during the war. We didn’t talk about my family’s life before the GDR, but I didn’t get any idea that having my mother then was so different from now. They just had to move around a lot … before the division … like here. Of course, mother and father would tell us, “Oh, you never experienced the war, so you don’t know how hard it was,” and they’d insist that we had to do as we were told.’ ‘Does it affect how you feel now?’ Aleksei S. asked. ‘I always had to be a happy girl when I was small, especially when we had guests. My parents told me to put on a smile, with my red neckerchief, and sing a song.’ ‘It was a forced happiness,’ he remarked. ‘It reminds me of someone I knew as a general secondary school student in the KSSR. Every time I asked him how he was, he would always say, “I’m happy.” Every time I saw him. So the day we graduated, I said, “Why are you happy?” and he answered, “Because I am always happy.” In his case, his happiness was a mask.’ ‘But you didn’t know him,’ Marishka K. said. ‘You were only classmates, not friends.’ ‘Still, I think he was trying to cope with something. His fake happiness was a way for him to cover his unhappiness.’ ‘Isn’t satisfaction enough?’ Katrin T. asked them. ‘Why must we always be happy?’ ‘Happiness is not something we are always allowed to have. It is a need for life but also a moment, so we desire it. We struggle for it so that we can achieve it and live again,’ Aleksei S. said. ‘It’s a fine way to put it,’ replied Katrin T. ‘If you are not happy here, what options are you considering?’ he asked. ‘Actually, I haven’t gone there yet. I am still thinking to myself, like maybe I should deal with my situation now and how I am changing, and maybe if I confront my fear, if I can tame it like you said, maybe I can be stronger. It was just so simple when I was younger. I could do things with my group and talk, but I don’t have that ability anymore. They pressure me here. I just want to stay inside now at the apartment. I don’t want to see people anymore. Why do the old people always remind us about the war?’ ‘It is an important memory,’ he said. ‘They remember it, so we won’t have to repeat it.’ ‘But just because we have the memory, does it mean it won’t happen again?’ ‘It is not only the memory,’ Aleksei S. responded. ‘It is ideas, and it is acts.’ ‘Yes … that’s true.’ He got up. ‘Excuse me,’ he said, and went to the bathroom. Marishka K. began talking to her. After a while, he heard them rise from the table and walk to the doorway, saying thank-yous and good-byes. ‘What did you talk about?’ he asked after he had finished and come out. ‘She should have waited.’ ‘You were gone for a long time. It is late now. She didn’t know how long you would take.’  ‘Unfamiliar People.’ Alzo David-West. Transnational Literature Vol. 8 no. 2, May 2016. http://fhrc.flinders.edu.au/transnational/home.html   3 ‘Still, it is courtesy.’ ‘Oh, well.’ ‘Anyway, it’s probably better that it ended with the two of you talking.’ ‘It was all over the place,’ his wife said. ‘That is why Katrin came, isn’t it? She wanted someone to hear what she had to say.’  Alzo David-West is a former past associate editor of the North Korean Review. He writes literary fiction and serious poetry about North Korea (past and present). He is also published in the areas of aesthetics, language, literature, philosophy, politics, and social psychology. His creative writing about North Korea has appeared in Abbreviate, Cha, Eastlit, Offcourse, and Transnational Literature.   

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