Bustani, Hisham

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CutBank Volume 1 Issue 80 CutBank 80 Article 30 Spring 2014 [Apocalypse Now] translated by Thoraya El-Raayes Hisham Bustani Follow this and additional works at: https://scholarworks.umt.edu/cutbank  Part of the Creative Writing Commons Let us know how access to this document benefits you. Recommended Citation Bustani, Hisham (2014) "[Apocalypse Now] translated by Thoraya El-Raayes," CutBank: Vol. 1 : Iss. 80 , Article 30. Available at: https://scholarworks.umt.edu/cutbank/vol1/iss80/30 This Poetry is brought to you for free and open access by ScholarWorks at University of Montana. It has been accepted for inclusion in CutBank by an authorized editor of ScholarWorks at University of Montana. For more information, please contact scholarworks@mso.umt.edu. H I S H A M  B U S T A N ITranslated by Thoraya El-Rayyes[APOCALYPSE N O W ]Originally published in Arabic: The Perception o f  Meaning (Beirut: Dar al-Adab, 2012)1Because you are alone,and because life is a building seventy stories high, you couldn’t but embrace the air,you couldn’t but leave your memories scattered on the pavement in a pool o f red, and so ... you jumped.2The boat that crossed the river did not find a happy ending.The trees casting shadows over the water were adorned with rotting corpses.The leaves drowned in the smell o f everpresent death. Through them pro­truded faces, camouflaged.“Don’t any o f you play chess?” yelled the commander. But the row of pawns had just been met with the gush o f machine guns fired fast, and vaporized into the sky.No knights here, and the castles are ruins with broken windows, and as soon as the commander went down to inspect the site, he was blown up by a landmine.The boat that crossed the river did not find a happy ending.At the m om ent it arrived at the end o f its long journey, it turned round andwent back, with no passengers.833Apes do not wage wars.Apes do not invent instrum ents o f torture.Apes do not puncture the ozone with fossil fuels.“Hum ans are descended from apes?”W ho says the apes would approve?W hen M an climbed the tree to meet his ancestors, all the leaves fell and species vanished. No colour but washed-out grey, and no sound but the breaking o f branches in his clumsy hands. Before a full white m oon, he sat on one o f the branches and began to cry.4The bull that just got a cleaver to the neck,filled his jowls with laughter,and strode vainly between the soldiers.“We have trained young men to drop bombs on people, bu t their com ­manders won’t allow them  to write fuck on their airplanes because it is obscene ...”The bull does not know the word fuck,nor does he know how to drop bombs on anyone.That is why he walked, and laughed, in the midst o f the fire.BustaniThe peasant, whose petrol-soaked clothes caught a spark, dissolved im m edi­ately in to  the soil in a flare o f  celebration.Part o f him  becam e flowers, part o f  him  becam e m igrating birds. O nly  his heart w ent on pulsing w ith in  the earth, leaving behind  seisms and volca­noes.6The m urderer walking dow n the street was followed by his victims.He swats them  away bu t they do no t go. H e runs far from  them , only m ak­ing them  stick closer.O nly w hen a bullet came to  him  from  the top o f  a derelict bu ild ing  did he sleep in peace, then wake up and join their protest that ends at the horizon.Bustani7The orange man walks, trudgingguzzling with his broom, thousands o f people’s vomit,at night after he sleeps -he is visited by a single dream/nightmare:The broom grows and grows and grows,its bristles strike like hurricanes and send flying the city o f exhaust fumes and polystyrene boxes.And when he is awoken by a mouse moving in his stomach, he runs to the bathroom,out o f his guts emerge gas stations, opposition parties, fast-food restaurants, newspapers, shopping malls and neighbourhoods stagnant with featureless inhabitants.And before the water current that sweeps it all away stops, he throws him ­self in so that he might die.But he finds himself -again and again- in the street, walking, trudging,guzzling with his broom, thousands o f people’s vomit.Bustani8W inter:nature’s flagellant.She wears grey and cries over her choices.She lightning whips herself and screams thunder and tears amass.W inter: nature’s lament at losing her first deep, she tries to flood and is not able. For he who emerged from her water once upon a chance has built dams, diverted rivers and dug gigantic reservoirs underground.Nature tries to flood and is not able.Tears o f joy? She will cry tears o f joy when we part one day, but we survive and she withers.Cry, cry, said Man. I will bottle your sorrow and sell it.9Behold the flowers sprawled out over the fields: white, red, yellow, lavender.How naive,they do not know the concrete is coming.Bustani10He sees them darting through the streets as if bitten by a serpent.Addicted to devastation, their bodies object, so what do they do?The molar objects: they extract it.The gallbladder objects: they excise it.They congregate like the dead at the gates o f eternity. Above the gate, a sign: Brains Excised Here.11The W hite G od cruises across the river o f bare-assed savages w ith opera music.From the long chim ney emerge Verde, Caruso, Rossini and Wagner.rhe V  hite God wants to cross the m ountain on his floating phonograph, so he opened a gaming hall for them:The\ drank whiskey, played poker and their drool flowed onto the strippers' podium .The W hite God taught them  his intoxicating miracles, so they carried the floating phonograph to where trees patiently await their killer. They were slaughtered by slanted lines across their trunks that meet in the center, then their blood was gathered to be sent to the O ld W orld and return as radiant junk.As for the opera, it still warbles out o f the speakers o f bom ber airplanes and the tears o f the trees.Bustani12“Kill a man and you’re a murderer Kill many and you’re a conqueror Kill them all, you’re a G od.”So said Dave Mustaine in his sharp voice and walked off.Mr. Anderson decided to be a God, and so he flooded Bopal with a pres­ent in the form of a poisonous cloud o f pesticide and enclosed a personally signed card: “Courtesy o f Union Carbide.”The deaths— unfortunately for Mr. Anderson— only numbered fifteen thousand..“Don’t leave loose ends” he used to yell at them. But they did not perfect their task: they forgot to fix a bullet in the forehead o f every corpse and some of the dead continued to live. For this, his assistants were sentenced to jail for two years and fined 2,500 dollars.As for him, he returned like the conquerors wreathed in bay leaves, to his birthplace in Bridgehampton-Long Island, where he takes his Chihuahua on a daily walk to breathe in the clean air o f what was once the lands of the Shinnecock, listening to the echo o f fishermen choking to death- those killed by Mr. Anderson Senior with a poisonous cloud o f smallpox.“Ten thousand... Fifteen thousand... How many generations will it take for Mr. Anderson to become a God? We’ve had no luck this m illennium” he thought, as his grandson Mr. Anderson Junior played with an aircraft carrier in the swimming pool.Bustani"Eureka' yelled the grandson jum ping out of the water, and immediately sent them bottles swaying like women filled with his intoxicating liquid. And as they greedily gulp it down, fantasies of a new world fizz up into their brains so they die at once and are resurrected as slaves in front o f a throne veiled by a screen o f liquid crystal."Kill them all, you’re a God! “ chuckled Mr. Anderson, “W hat does it make me then, if I resurrect them as slaves?”Dave Mustaine could not find an answer to this question. So, he breaks his electric guitar onstage every day and raises his middle finger in the audi­ence’s face.13The nal-playing dervish who emerged from the pen of Nazim Hekmat and played a world of clouds, beautiful women and defeated villains could not endure the rebounding echo of his melodies, for he was barricaded between rivers of tar and concrete dams.The cypress he sat under groaned, and so he came to break his nal into small wooden pieces and scatter them into the air so that they would not be music after today.Bustani14The handsome whale, Tilikum.They stole him from his ocean and crammed him into a fish tank.And when he drowned his trainer in protest,he was at once transformed into material for news broadcasts.Chewed between newscasters’ teeth and swallowed,to provide their daily allowanceof Omega-3.15Birds o f a feather fall together.Birds o f a feather.Fall together.Birds.Of.A.Feather.Fall.Together.He finished reciting his favorite song.Folded his hunting rifle over his arm, and turned to head back. Behind him small corpses were trembling over the wide plain, then fell still, to be consumed by the sun and flies.Bustani16The whispers o f the dead.He stood, listening.“A kerosene heater and seven of us in a small room. The cold strangled us with our breath.”“Two speeding lights, then cold metal ripped me off the face o f the earth and put me inside it.”“I lived in a house that floated on the water, then it decided to dive.”“I am seven years old. A smart bom b found its way into our neighbour­hood.”“I am three m onths old. A rubber bullet found its way into my head.”“I was still swimming in warm fluid when my m other got a baton to her swollen stomach.”W hen the voices went quiet -  despite the sun beating above his head and people passing before him quickly in their cars -  he realized that he was in a hole, and began to whisper.92 Bustani17To Sayyed Banat (Abul Fida)No, a full m oon did not m ark the day o f  your birth .No, a cloud did no t cast you in shadow wherever you placed your feet.No, you were not the Seal o f  the Prophets nor did you bring forth a Book.All there is to it is that a city belching sm oke and clatter kidnapped you from between your m other’s thighs and force-fed you her sour milk- that you vom ited tim e after tim e- then carried your gauntness and cast it on her sidewalk:loose cigarettes, sleight o f  hand tricks, books on the to rm ent o f the grave and toothpicks.At night, you dance like a traffic light possessed by madness until you col­lapse from delusion.And w hen you awake after m uch sweat:The city is laughing and laughing, rolling left and right on her back and over on her stom ach.“Is it you w ho denounces me?" she says, releasing her mice and her odors like the slashes o f  a w hipm aster on your back.But you are stubborn: you get skinnier, and the city grows paunchier along w ith its liars.O n  the bed o f the poor hospital, he crum bled w ithout a single person to his side and disappeared into forgetting.Bustani18Suddenly, while some slept in business class seats like children in their mothers’ bosoms, it opened its m outh and screamed.It was not a regular scream, an enormous cloud o f dust emerged with it.Airlines were paralyzed, and the business class passengers were enraged to have their colored lollipops snatched away.This is a catastrophe... ’ they yelled, then held a meeting in the top floor of a skyscraper and found the solution.After they fastened the gigantic stopper and pushed it firmly into the hole, champagne corks went flying and out gushed -strangely enough— a fiery red liquid, in spite o f the ice. The liquid was called: lava. It’s temperature: 700- 1200 degrees Celsius. After cooling, it turns into a type of basalt suitable for determining the age of the earth.As for the passengers in business class, they dissolved completely. In billions o f years, other beings- smarter than we are- will not find their fossils.Bustani19W hen he places his hand on the big button and the glass light moves hori­zontally, the forest groans.Here is the trees finger pulled along plastic wheels through tight corridors to come out through the side opening. A ah... a photocopying mistake, he throws it in the trash can.Let’s try again. The tree’s foot this time. Her head. Her hips. Her trunk. He throws it all away angrily: “It’s one o f those days.'’ And the photocopying machine gets jammed with every push o f the button.M onths ago, she was magnificent, spreading green in the air, seducing the birds. Today, her body parts lay dismembered/ pulverized/ bleached in the trash can.* * *Endnotes2The b oa t travels down the river in Francis Ford Coppola’s film Apocalypse Now, a reinterpre- tadon o f Conrad’s Heart o f  Darkness,4The slain b u ll and the quote  from Francis Ford Coppola’s film Apocalypse Nowz reinterpreta- don o f Conrad’s Heart o f  Darkness.5In memory o f the Korean pea sa n t, Lee Kyoung Hae, who died in protest against the World Trade Organizauon summit in Mexico in 2003.Bustani11Fitzcarraldo was not an opera lover, he was a rubber baron with an army of 5,000 men who carved out a piece of land in South America the size of Belgium for himself. But the German director Werner Herzog did not see a story in that! The baron dismantled a ship and trans­ported it over a mountain, and the Europeans built an opera house in the Amazon. Now that’s a story! Thus, the lying white movie with a mongrel plot came to be.The crying tree. The meaning of the word “cahuchu” which is an indigenous South Ameri­can name for the rubber tree.12Dave Mustaine. A singer/songwriter and founder of the American rock band Megadeth.The opening quote is taken from the lyrics of the song Capdve Honour which is in fact a quote from the French biologist and philosopher Jean Rostand (1894 -  1977).Mr. Anderson: Warren Anderson is a former Chairman and Chief Executive Officer of the American company Union Carbide whose pesticide factory in Bopal, India leaked poisonous gas on December 3rd 1984- killing 15,000 people as well as injuring and disfiguring tens of thousands of others.The Shinnecoc/r. An indigenous American tribe from Long Island, New York. The men of the tribe were skilled fishermen and sailors, and many were exterminated by viruses brought by the white man from Europe.13Ndzim Hekmat (1902 -  1963): The well-known Turkish writer and poet. He spent twenty six years (between 1925 and 1951) in and out of jail because of his communist activism and spent the rest of his life in exile. He wrote about the dervish in a story called “The Loving Cloud”, published for the first time in 1962.18On Sunday 21st April 2010, a volcano which had been dormant for two hundred years erupted in south Iceland, creadng a one kilometer long fissure in a glacial ice sheet and emitting a cloud of dust that halted air travel in Europe for days, costing airlines billions of dollars in losses.* * *Translator’s note: This translation was carried out in collaboration with the author. Several minor edits from the original Arabic text were made in order to preserve the musicality o f  the original text, these have been approved by the author.Bustani

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